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A Trail of Breadcrumbs
Tuesday, February 07, 2006

I'd like to make an effort to go back to my usual style of post. That is, talking less about what has happened from day to day, and instead using this forum as a way of untangling the various lengths of string in my mind.


So, I'm feeling a bit lost right now. I'm feeling a bit disconnected from myself, from my life. I think suddenly deciding to share your life with someone takes some getting used to, especially if you're the possessive type, like I can be, about, well, possessions.

Hm. Life is like a box of chocolates. I love me my chocolates. And I know a lot of other people like chocolates, but I always find it hard to share with other people. I do, eventually, and I feel good about it, but there's a part of me thinking that if I kept it all, I'd enjoy it more.

Does that make sense?

I'm entering into another period of uncertainty. In my worst case scenario, I will be unemployed (again), stuck with an apartment I don't want. In the best case scenario, I'll be employed full time and living in a swank new apartment with my man, my cat, and maybe a dishwasher. Bliss. But the shades of grey are what drives one to madness, I guess. That, and impatience.



-- posted by Jenn at Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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1 Comments:

whee, dishwashers ARE fun.

If you need to like, follow a trail of breadcrumbs to a giant tub of popcorn (one each, naturally, so we don't have to share) this weekend, let me know.

I know what you mean exactly about sharing and not sharing.

By Blogger Jallápenno, at 12:08 PM  

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